So for the past few days I have been trying to write a post about the great experience I had at Carolina Blogging but I have not been able to bring myself out of the doldrums. After a wonderful Saturday that was filled with learning, growth, networking, and a fun bridal shower (later in the day), the next day absolutely crushed me.
I am not going to get into details on exactly everything that happened. Let’s just say that I put a lot of time and work into doing something for someone and the proper appreciation wasn’t shown. I don’t expect people to kiss my ass and and worship me but what happen to the days of proper etiquette?!
I am someone that lets things effect me BIG TIME. It ruined the rest of my Sunday and most of Monday. It is still affecting me as I write this now. Sometimes I wish I could have the “eff it” mentality that people think I do but things get to me. Especially when I take time out of my life to try to do something for someone to make them happy.
So, maybe I should get tougher skin. Maybe I should have the “Out for me and only me” mentality. But I don’t want to be seen as a mean person. Although there are people that already think I am. I have honestly been going back and forth on what to do. Or rather, how I should be from now on.